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The ugliest doll in the world

The ugliest doll in the world

When I was about 8 or 9 years old, I visisted my friend. We used to play outside all the time, but then she moved to another house. By bike, it was about 10 minutes away from my home, but since we were small it seemed like she had moved to another country.

My friend always had a collection of the latest toys and dolls and I admired her playthings. But, as it turned out, there was one doll she hated. She did not like that doll at all. I could have it, because, as she said:”You play with every doll anyways.” I did not know that about myself back then, lol. That was a new truth for me. Out of a drawer, my friend took a couple of dolls I could have. And one of them was indeed the ugliest doll I’d ever seen. Rough platinum blonde hair, a weird smile, a dent in her head and a weird pale skin tone that did not match the rest of her tan body. I gulped. That doll was hideous. Still, I took her home.

And I played with her, along with my other dolls. She could sit on the shelf with my other dolls as we went to sleep. I did not initially like her, but she kind of grew on me. And I still wonder about those words my friend disparangly uttered. “You play with every doll anyways.” Were my standards that low? Was anything good enough for me, no matter how bad or hideous? I wondered about that. I saw it as a bad thing.

However, I am NOT tolerant towards the kid who did this to my dolls!!!!!!! I will get you!!!!!!!!!!!! The doll on the left was a Sailor Jupiter doll, FML :'(
According to my dad, the hairs of these dolls have probably deteriorated.

But now, I’ve changed my mind. Now I think it’s a good thing.

To reject or to accept?

Sometimes you come across something or someone you don’t initially like. For example. what if you’re a bubbly, extraverted and popular person. Being bubbly and talking all day long is normal to you. And you happen to express your emotions easily. What then, if you come across a guy who is quiet and loves to think and come up with ideas. And this is hypothetical, because there are a lot of extraverted people who are quite tolerant, But you happen to be someone who doesn’t like that person! You met him and you couldn’t stand him! That person makes you uncomfortable, because you can’t deal with the silence or the thinking. There are roughly two options you can choose while interacting with this person. You could reject and bully this person, make up lies about him, because his silence and sharp mind make you uncomfortable. You can take a stereotype and project all kinds of prejudices upon this person, which are not true. You can set up other people against him and tell them that he is arrogant, cold and all kinds of other things that aren’t true and which you don’t have any proof for but you “just feel it”. You could be a big bully.

But another thing you could do is giving somebody the benefit of the doubt. Giving somebody a chance. Learn from him and make him learn from you. You could choose to not be ignorant and try to see that despite the differences, he really is a great guy! You could be patient with him and you could even become friends. You could try to see the good in another person, even though he or she is completely different from yourself!

Now, I could have used other dichotomies, such as race, or gender, or sexual orientation, but you get the picture. Instantly rejecting somebody, because she is different is a thing that causes a lot of grief. I would feel bitterly hurt when I was treated in an unfair and unintelligent matter.  I’m sure countless other people have had this experience. So much useless, baseless grief.

And that’s why it ultimately makes me proud that I had accepted that ugly doll into my room even though I was little. That doll taught me a great lesson. To give people a chance.

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Maxilla, malocclusion and tongue posture

This blog is about the maxilla, malocclusion and tongue posture. I have to start with a disclaimer: I am by no means an expert or professional on the subject of teeth and dental hygiene. So the sources that I read could be questionable, but they made sense to me, so I am willing to try some of the tips I have read.

 

Malocclusion

I suffer from a bit of malocclusion and I’ve suffered from that a long time now. Malocclusion is the state in which the teeth of the jaws don’t properly allign, which causes tension on the chewing muscles and may even lead to migraine and feelings of being exhausted (because you’re adjusting and pressing all the time).
One of the causes in my case is that I used to be a thumb sucker when I was little. Sucking on your thumb potentially messes up your tongue posture, which can lead to a narrow palate, which in turn can lead to malocclusion. A narrow palate also might influences your posture. From what I’ve understood, since it causes difficulty breathing people who have a narrow palate tend to tilt their heads a bit up in order to ease breathing. I have done that and it weakened my shoulder posture and my abdominal muscles. In a lot of people, mouth breathing seems to be the consequence of having a narrow pallate as well.

Mouth breathing

One of the disadvantages of having a narrow palate is that something just looks off. You will have to put effort into closing your mouth and there is a lot of tension on the chin and jaw muscles that shouldn’t be there. It can also result in a long face syndrome, which means that the maxilla (the upper jaw bone) has grown downwards too much, instead of slightly protruding.

sisters

On the above picture, you see the pictures of two sisters. As the story goes, they were told by their dentist a couple of years before these pictures were taken to stop breathing through their mouths and to start breathing through their noses instead. Also, he taught them a better way to swallow. A few years later, pictures (see the image above) were taken of the two sisters. The sister on the left had followed the advice of the dentist while the sister on the right was complacent about following the advice. The maxila of the sister on the right seems to have grown vertically a bit out of proportion. She has to tense her chin muscles and really make an effort to close her mouth. It doesn’t look comfortable, pretty or good at all. I feel for her, because I share her problem. Through trial and error, I would like to find a solution to this problem.

 

Tongue position

As professor John Mew tells us in this video our prehistoric ancestors used to have a different stance of the tongue than most of us have to day. Their tongues used to touch the palate of their mouths. I have allready tried this. What I’ve noticed so far:

  • immediate change in posture. Automatically, my shoulders are naturally set aback a bit.
  • more pressure on my abdominal muscles. That is a good thing I think, since the physiotherapist used to say that my posture was bad, because I didn’t put enough pressure on my abdominal muscles
  • more extending and moving of the diaphragm and ribs while breathing and the feeling as if more air flows into my lungs. While when mouth breathing, belly breathing is also easier.
  • difficulty breathing through my nose. I guess I am a mouth breather after all.  It feels my sinuses are not completely open. Would that be a potential cause of starting to become a mouth breather? This is uncomfortable, but I won’t give up.

Through a tongue position in which my tongue rests on the palate of my mouth, I hope to get a little bit broader upper palate. This will hopefully resolve some of the issues I have with my jaws.

 

 

 

Japan 2016 – Day 7 and 8; Shizuoka and Nagoya

I like trains

On day 7 we went to a ryokan in Shizuoka! It took a train ride of about… 3 hours to get there. We traveled to the middle of nowhere with a lot of different trains.

Including:

Steam train in Shizuoka
Steam train in Shizuoka

After we took one of the trains, we climbed a mountain and we enjoyed the scenery.

Railway bridge in Shizuoka
Railway bridge in Shizuoka

 

Ryokan

After riding 4 trains and a bus trip we arrived at the village of the ryokan. A ryokan is a traditional Japanese hotel. I really liked our room:

Ryokan room
Ryokan room

 

In the ryokan, we had a very nice traditional Japanese dinner:

Ryokan dinner
Ryokan dinner

 

 

Onsen

After dinner, we got ready to go to the onsen. An onsen is a hotspring bath. It was said that this onsen was beneficial for beautiful skin. We also wore a Korean facial mask and it was totally relaxing. You could sit either inside or outside at the onsen. This is a pic of the onsen inside:

Onsen
Onsen

 

Afterwards we drank some tea in our room and went to sleep.

Pooring in Japanese green tea
Pooring in Japanese green tea

 

A brisk walk

The next day we got up early and had a traditional breakfast.  After that, we went for a brisk walk in the mountains. I went to sit on a ridge and I drew a picture of what I saw. We met a friendly couple who were from Britain and Japan and we walked along together with them. We saw a wild bore and we crossed a hanging bridge over an azure blue river.

Hanging Bridge in Shizuoka
Hanging Bridge in Shizuoka

 

After a short relaxing trip to Shizuka, we took our 3 to 4 trains back again to Nagoya where we stayed for another night. The next morning I would go back by Shikansen to Tokyo and leave Azusa and her family, who had given me such a warm welcome and such a nice time in Nagoya.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Muse

Muse is a band that I really like. I like the combination of sounds that I often hear when listening to a Muse song. There usually are a lot of layers in their songs that cause their distinctive sound. If I had only one word to describe Muse with, it would be “epic”

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Muse, img src: http://cdn.playbuzz.com/cdn/747a20c2-c3fb-448a-81f2-3db800fd2933/7ca0af57-7a12-4b2a-826b-a3895c3fdbbe.jpg

Short biography

Muse consists of three members: singer Matt Bellamy, bass guitar and backing vocalist Chris Wolstenholme and drummer and percussionist Dominic Howard. Since the early 90s they have been active. In 2001 their album Origin of Symmetry came out. It got very good critics, because it was a unusually original and catchy record. They had recorded all kinds of sounds to create music. Matt Bellamy showed that he had a very wide vocal range on songs like Bliss and New Born.

 

 

 

 

 

me playing New Born by Muse

On their third album Absolution Muse recorded a versatile record with lyrical songs and hard rock. One of my favourite songs is Hysteria. I also like the video, in which actor Justin Theroux stars in a story that is based on the hotel-trashing scene from the movie Pink Floyd – The Wall.

In other songs of this album, complete orchestras can be heard. Muse remains a band that combines melodic music with electronic.

Over the years, other albums by Muse came out. Like Black Holes and Revelations with the hit single Super Massive Black Hole and Knights of Cydonia. In 2009, their album The Resistance came out and it was the first album they had produced by themselves. Uprising is a song of The Resistance that was inspired by the protests against the G20 (source: http://www.mtv.co.uk/muse/news/muse-uprising-was-inspired-by-g20-protests). It embodies the yearning for being free and to be no longer controlled.

Muse on stage, img src: http://metropolitanafm.uol.com.br/wp-content/uploads/2015/10/Muse2.jpg
Muse on stage, img src: http://metropolitanafm.uol.com.br/wp-content/uploads/2015/10/Muse2.jpg

 

Drones came out in 2014. This album contains the song Psycho, which contains very heavy, raw guitar riffs. I hope Muse will be making new albums in the future, because their music is always interesting and often contains deeper meaning.

 

Blue eyeshadow – Spring 2016 Make-up Trends

Blue to green eyeshadow

Spring 2016 make-up trends

What I noticed lately is that a lot of fashion houses are using blue, turqouise, greenish and green eyeshadow to create fresh looks on their models. The colours vary from deep ultramarine, sky blue, turqouise, green and sweet pastel green. The eyeshadow can be applied on the top eyelid, at the bottom, but we also see fun shapes, like cat-eye shaped blue eyeshadow. I think it’s a very versatile and refreshing trend. This trend has actually allready been relevant since 2013/2014 and it’s a throwback to over the top 80s eyeshadow trends.

A few examples:

Of my own magazine Beauty&Brains (2014 edition 1)

Electric Blue Cat eyes
Electric Blue Cat eyes

 

Kendall Jenner for Diane Furstenberg, img src: http://mac.h-cdn.co/assets/15/38/480x602/gettyimages-488135984_master.jpg
Kendall Jenner for Diane Furstenberg, img src:
http://mac.h-cdn.co/assets/15/38/480×602/gettyimages-488135984_master.jpg

 

Me; blue eyeshadow
Me; blue eyeshadow on Instagram account: nataspichigen

 

Dior Spring 2016 from Peter Philips’s account https://www.instagram.com/peterphilipsmakeup/ , Creative and image director of Christian Dior make-up.
Dior Spring 2016 from Peter Philips’s account https://www.instagram.com/peterphilipsmakeup/ , Creative and image director of Christian Dior make-up.
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Natasja (me) again, on Instagram-account nataspichigen

 

Marc Jacobs Spring 2016 img src http://www.glamour.com/images/beauty/2015/09/nars-marc-jacobs-blue-lids-main.jpg
Marc Jacobs Spring 2016
img src
http://www.glamour.com/images/beauty/2015/09/nars-marc-jacobs-blue-lids-main.jpg

 

-Marc Jacobs Spring Look 2016

 

 

Man’s Search for Meaning – by Viktor E. Frankl

Since I’ve been back from Japan – almost a ten days ago – I decided to that I wanted to read a book every week.

Man’s Search for Meaning – by Viktor E. Frankl

This week, I was reading “Man’s Search for Meaning” by Viktor E. Frankl. This book was written in the year 1946, just after the war. It is one of the most impressive books I ever read in my entire life. It’s an educational book, an insightful book with a lot of psychology involved. But most of all, it’s the autobiographical story of how Frankl managed to stay alive in 4 concentration camps in World War II. The most fascinating thing is that he tries to explain the moods, the events and the actions of his fellow prisoners and the SS officers from a (logo-)psychological point of view (What is logotherapy? Click here for the wiki). This is why I find “Man’s Search for Meaning”; a very important book. In this blogpost, I will write a summary and a review of his book.

viktor frankl
Viktor E. Frankl

 

Auschwitz

Frankl was taken on a train to Auschwitch. Together with 1500 other people he had been traveling by train in overcrowded carriage (page 9, 10). After their arrival to Auschwitz, the 1500 people were “cooped up in a shed built to accomodate probably two hundred at the most.”

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Matteo Carcassi

Matteo Carcassi

Carcassi was born in 1792 in Italy in the city of Florence. He studied the piano and the guitar, but he quickly became a concert guitarist. In his life, he has lived in Italy, Germany and in France and Great Britain. He was known for his solid technique and arranging piano music in such a manner that it could be played on guitar.

Matteo Carcassi, playing the Guitar
Matteo Carcassi, playing the Guitar

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Japan 2016 – Day 5 Ise Jingu and sushi restaurant

Road trip to Ise Jingu

On Day 5 of my journey, me and Azusa’s family went on a trip to the biggest, most important Shinto shrine complex in Japan, called Ise Jingu. It was a fun trip in the car with a lot of nice views of mountanis and a themepark near the river of Nagoya with the steepest rollercoaster in the world. On our way to the temple complex and back, we ate all kinds of delicious snacks, such as green tea ice cream and takoyaki.

Ise Jingu

When we arrive at Ise Jingu, the first thing we did was walking through the gate (torii). This torii was made of rough wood. I find that in Shinto, the use of natural materials is quite important. In Ise Jingu, there is a beautiful forest full of ancient sky high trees. These trees were seen as sacred in earlier times.

Me at Ise Jingu, in front of a torii.
Me at Ise Jingu, in front of a torii.

 

Kotajingu and Toyoukedaijingu

Ise Jingu has a totally of 125 jinja (shrines).

Jinja at Ise Jingu with banners of the flowery symbol of the current Emperor of Japan.
Jinja at Ise Jingu with banners of the flowery symbol of the current Emperor of Japan.

The two most important shrines are called jingu. Ise Jingu has two important jingu: Kotaijingu and Toyoukefaijingu. Kotajingu is dedicated to Amaterasu-Omikami, who is the great great …. great grandmother of the Emperor of Japan. A divine palace is built in her honour. Japan knows 3 Holy Symbols which approve and strengthen the power of the Emperor. One of them is a mirror. And this mirror is enshrined in Kotajingu.
Toyoukedaijingu is dedicated to Toyouke-no-Okami.Amaterasu-Okami predicted that this kami would be summoned about 1500 years ago and it was enshrined in Toyoukedaijingu. Toyoukedaijingu provides companionship and sacred foods to Amaterasu-Okami and she is also worshipped to get an abundant harvest.

The shopping street near Ise Jingu

After visiting the shrines, we went to the large shopping street near Ise Jingu. It looked really old fashioned and pretty. It had a very Japanese and ancient atmosphere. We tried some candy and local specialities. I was lucky, because I was treated to Ise Udon (a thick noodle local speciality and delicacy) and hot cocoa afterwards! We watched taiko drummers play, which was awesome.
Underneath, you will find pictures of the shopping street.

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Ise Udon restaurant
A shop with a sign board of O-Fuku-san
A shop with a sign board of O-Fuku-san
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A Shimekazari, an ornament which keeps the bad spirits out of the house. This ornament is attached to people’s doors at o-Shougatsu, or New Year’s Day (January the 1st).

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Sushi restaurant

For some reason, I can’t find the picture I took in this restaurant right now! But anyways, it was a conveyor belt sushi restaurant in Nagoya and we could order specific sushi with the use of an iPad. It was delicious and abundant and afterwards I felt like I had to buy new pants, because I ate so much.

Day 6 Nagoya – Kimono, Atsuta Jingu, hot pot and dango

About Kimono, Atsuta Jingu and other Jingus and nabe (hot pot)

In Japan you can find Buddhist temples, called o’tera(お寺). And often, at the same terrain, you can find jinja (神社), or Shinto shrines. The three largest Shinto shrines of Japan are called jingu (神宮 ). Jingu are the most important Shinto shrines of Japan (What is Shinto? I will write a blog about that later on) and are connected to the Japanese Imperial Family. During this trip to Japan, I visited 3 of them, namely Meiji Jingu, Atsuta Jingu and Ise Jingu.

On day 6 of my trip, Azusa’s aunt dressed us up in kimono. I wore a pink one and Azusa wore a purple one. I am fond of the esthetics of kimono and I really liked those kimono. We wore spring kimono with a warm scarf. We also had kimono coats, but you can’t see them in the pictures. With the right hairdo, we were ready to go to Atsuta Jingu. This Shinto shrine is located in the same place where Azusa lives (Nagoya, Aichi Prefecture).

Azusa’s sister and her children went along with us. We walked around in kimono and we took a lot of pictures.

Azusa and Natasja closeup kimono Atsuta Jingu
Azusa and Natasja closeup kimono Atsuta Jingu

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Japan 2016 – Tokyo 4, Nagoya 1 – Lunch, Shinkansen, unwrapping presents

Meeting my friend’s family in Nagoya

On this cold day, Azusa and me traveled from Tokyo to Nagoya. In terms of inhabitants, Nagoya is the 4th city of Japan (about 3 million inhabitants). But before we got onto the Shinkansen (Bullet train, one of the fastest trains in the world), we went to Tokyo Station. Because Azusa had an appointment to meet her friends who she met in India near Tokyo station. So we had a wonderful lunch and I got to meet her nice friends. They were Japanese, but all internationally oriented and they had lived in differen places around the world. It was interesting and fun to meet them.

Japanese lunch near Tokyo Station (Japan)
Japanese lunch near Tokyo Station (Japan)

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